Ahh its been a bad morning! I had a massive craving for white bread today as well as a continuous craving for fish fingers... of course fish fingers aren't on my band food list however there appears to be not a single one in my freezer despite having seen some just yesterday -.- I'm so low on sugar I'm hallucinating!
In work today we also got a huge batch of diabetic chocolate for stock and I unfortunately had to price up and shelve these delicious smelling, 0% sugar delights. Cravings much! D:
I've gone all out on the carbs today though, porridge and raisins for breakfast, pasta and cheese for lunch and now I'm having a vegetarian Toad-in-the-hole for my tea with a couple of small Aunt Bessie's mid-week roasties and some vegetarian gravy. This whole "only eating when I'm hungry" thing seems to have made my body a little weaker as it gets used to it since I only seem to be hungry once a day! O.O Emotional eating really does creep up on you!
Anyway, I've allowed myself to have a 'weak day', on this day I am allowed one lolly-pop to keep my sugar levels in existence and I'm allowed craved foods/carbs that are not on the banned food list because otherwise I fear I may go mad, break into Tesco's and eat the nearest staff member.
Erin x
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